Homosexuality
That is what my talk show was about today and I want everybody to state their views on it.
Please don't be shy
Friday, April 13, 2007
Heart break
The heart: biologically speaking a muscle that keeps us alive. It is our life support system. We can live without one kidney or even half a liver. But not the heart.
The heart: the only thing you can give to someone and pray that he or she will handle it with care, and let it crack or break. But when it happens it is the worst emotional pain one can ever try to explain.
Unfortunately the only thing that cures a broken heart is time and then a little more time. As I say this the words of Ralph Waldo Emerson comes to mind " What lies behind us and what lies before us is nothing compared to what lies within us". Also the word of Jim Bishop" It is difficult to live in the present, ridiculous to live in the future and impossible to live in the past. Nothing is as far away as one minute ago."
It is funny how heartache can just break a person. When nothing makes sense and everything seems unfair.That you believes that no one else can understand your hurt. Can't see how many other people still care. Can't even see the other people. People who want so desperately to tell you that it will be you'll see. Just give it time. but for some reason we believe that all the time in the world will not heal you.
Writing this makes me think of the stages I went up when my Mr Right didn't turn out to be Mr Right. Denial, anger, and eventually acceptance. During my denial I only had two thoughts: Either get him back or get back at him. The thoughts that will eventually control my conversations and eventually control me.
The one day a Friend, asked the dreaded question: What if you can't do either? That day anger crept in. He had no right to turn on me!!! He had no right to make my world crumble! And he had no right to take my love and not return it!!!!!!!
Anger lasted a very long time. Nobody was allowed to say his name. I "gave" him all our friends since I believed that everybody was taking his side. But anger gave me drive. Made me want to prove to him that I will be ok without him and to everybody else that I don't need him.
When my acceptance stage came recently I realised I can't prove anything to him because he is no longer there to prove it to. The only person I can prove anything to is myself. Yes. I am ok. Yes I can go on without him. I'm carrying on without him even though sometimes he sweeps through my thoughts and I have to take a deep breath because he will always be a part of me and it hurts. All I need is only a little more time.
The heart: the only thing you can give another person and pray that it wont get broken. But know this: when it does shatter, time is the only glue.
The heart: the only thing you can give to someone and pray that he or she will handle it with care, and let it crack or break. But when it happens it is the worst emotional pain one can ever try to explain.
Unfortunately the only thing that cures a broken heart is time and then a little more time. As I say this the words of Ralph Waldo Emerson comes to mind " What lies behind us and what lies before us is nothing compared to what lies within us". Also the word of Jim Bishop" It is difficult to live in the present, ridiculous to live in the future and impossible to live in the past. Nothing is as far away as one minute ago."
It is funny how heartache can just break a person. When nothing makes sense and everything seems unfair.That you believes that no one else can understand your hurt. Can't see how many other people still care. Can't even see the other people. People who want so desperately to tell you that it will be you'll see. Just give it time. but for some reason we believe that all the time in the world will not heal you.
Writing this makes me think of the stages I went up when my Mr Right didn't turn out to be Mr Right. Denial, anger, and eventually acceptance. During my denial I only had two thoughts: Either get him back or get back at him. The thoughts that will eventually control my conversations and eventually control me.
The one day a Friend, asked the dreaded question: What if you can't do either? That day anger crept in. He had no right to turn on me!!! He had no right to make my world crumble! And he had no right to take my love and not return it!!!!!!!
Anger lasted a very long time. Nobody was allowed to say his name. I "gave" him all our friends since I believed that everybody was taking his side. But anger gave me drive. Made me want to prove to him that I will be ok without him and to everybody else that I don't need him.
When my acceptance stage came recently I realised I can't prove anything to him because he is no longer there to prove it to. The only person I can prove anything to is myself. Yes. I am ok. Yes I can go on without him. I'm carrying on without him even though sometimes he sweeps through my thoughts and I have to take a deep breath because he will always be a part of me and it hurts. All I need is only a little more time.
The heart: the only thing you can give another person and pray that it wont get broken. But know this: when it does shatter, time is the only glue.
Racers
Today: a cheers to all the racers. I 've seem to have come across a few recently. We all seem to underestimate these gentlemen. We tend to think that all they care about are their cars, being number one and the hot girls in short skirts at these races.
But reality is , these are real people with real hearts and real problems. They also get hurt and they also have friends and loved ones. They care about much more than then only winning and boosting their ego's after every race. They worry about the exact same stuff we do. Job satisfaction, a break up or illness or even who's going to feed the dog when they're away.
So here's to all the racers in my life ( you know who you are). Remember, we do care, win or loose!!!!
But reality is , these are real people with real hearts and real problems. They also get hurt and they also have friends and loved ones. They care about much more than then only winning and boosting their ego's after every race. They worry about the exact same stuff we do. Job satisfaction, a break up or illness or even who's going to feed the dog when they're away.
So here's to all the racers in my life ( you know who you are). Remember, we do care, win or loose!!!!
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Cricket - Well done
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Ok. Hearbreak all around. Shout out to all those who has lost somebody over the weekend due to death, or break up, or distance. Cheers to all of those who faced demons and aactually got rid of them. but and even BIGGER shout out to those who stand by their friend no matter what happens or how big their own problems are
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